Where do I
begin? I don’t want this post to read as un-grateful or not appreciative of the
fact that I unlike many others do have an employment one that does pay my bills
and provide me with the necessary income to maintain food and shelter. I know
that that is not the case for many people and it is not something to forget and
appreciate, I do and I am very grateful for the life and positive things I do
have.
However let’s
get real and have a chit chat about life lately. I left a job I loved doing for
7 years because of a negative environment and chose to do something completely
different and out of my element, it has been a whirl wind to say the least.
The people are
kind, the job is interesting and different, very different. I am unsure if I am
the correct fit almost every day that I work, feeling as though I am failing at
every task I do, unless that task is stuffing envelopes, that’s my jam, lol.
I don’t know if
it’s because it’s the type of job that takes a long time to grasp and be
effective at or if it’s because I am actually like I believe to be true
struggling at a job that is in fact the in correct fit for me.
Is this natural
for a new job? I haven’t done this in so long I’m completely out of my element,
and it’s really taxing on me, when I try my hardest but still feel discouraged
by the amount of mistakes I am making.
Is it best to
have a conversation with my employer being honest that I feel like I’m
struggling?
Do I accept that
I am not the right fit and leave?
Do I? Should I?
Leave now versus staying and 6months down the road I still am not right for the
job but the longer I stay the more time effort and money they spend on training
when they could be training someone who would be a better fit?
I just want to
be an honest person who works hard, enjoys their job and is working towards a
positive attitude and lifestyle a little more each day.
Thanks Loves
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